And it's the end of October...and i got my "seventeen"

Hello everyone!
Wazza?
Sorry, i haven't posted anything here because so many things happened this month. I can't even tell you one by one because they are just so many. 
Anyway i'm here now, and i'd love to share somrthing with you guys!
And oh, i miss writing blog so much <3

October...
All i can tell you is that, this month is quite special to me.
I don't know why it is so special for me, oh yes i know!
Oktober adalah bulan dimana gue lahir.
October is my birthday!

Dari semua kejadian yang terjadi pada gue di bulan Oktober, yang gue inget hanyalah ulang tahun gue.
Ya iyalah, who doesn't memorize their month of birth?
By the way, my birthday was on October 16th.

And it was very special to me because i've received the best wishes and gifts i've ever or never asked for. But most all, because i've got some best, best friends anyone could ask.
Kecuali untuk satu hal, yaitu dia.
Apa yang terjadi dengan dia?
Dia yang belakangan ini menjadi topik atau inspirasi untuk setiap tulisan gue, di blog ini atau di lainnya.
Dia adalah......

I can't tell you. I will not.
I will be screwed up if i ever did that, you know.

So back to my birthday,
Tahun ini cukup mengejutkan ya, dengan semua siraman dan tamparan orang orang pada hari H. Belum lagi kejahilan mereka yang ngerjain gue dengan segala macem akal yang mereka punya.
Ngeselin, tapi berpikir positif.
Mungkin itu salah satu cara temen-temen gue menunjukkan rasa sayang mereka terhadap gue. (ceilah)

Gak henti-hentinya mereka memberikan gue kejutan.
Pertama, kejahilan temen sekelas gue dan tamparan mereka.
Kedua, dua sahabat terbaik gue yang pura-pura gak inget ultah gue.
Ketiga, temen sepermainan gue (all girls) membuat surprise buat gue. Jadi mereka dari pagi udah kerja sama dengan nyokap gue untuk surprise ini. Mereka minta nyokap gue untuk ngajak gue pergi sementara mereka ngumpet di kamar gue sambil nyiapin kue ulang tahun buat gue.
Keempat, di hari berikutnya dua sahabat gue akhirnya inget ultah gue dan mereka ngaku kalo mereka hanya pura-pura lupa. I knew it!
Kelima, masih di hari yang sama, gue mendapati satu boneka panda besar di kamar gue. Boneka itu dari dua sahabat gue....wow i'm touched.

I have all the picture but they're on my other laptop and my phone. And i'm busy to move to my other laptop or grab the USB cable. Geez Ressa, go sink your self in the ocean -,-

Dan yang keenam itu, tentang dia.

The day of my birthday, it was the day after Idul Adha. And he, didn't attend to school.
It made me sad and mad, because months before his birthday and i stayed up late just to be the one to wish him happy birthday, while he...
He didn't know that day was my birthday at all.
Ironic huh?

Well, it was more suck actually.
I can do nothing about it because, what's the point?
Will i get him to be mine in return if i do anything?
No chance i guess.

This is just not meant to be or i need to wait longer. Longer.

Whatever, i turned seventeen this month. I should be happy, yes happy!
I should feel blessed also, because i'm still alive right now.
So thank God for the breath he gives me to breath.

I'll make it worth every single day.

Xoxo,
R.A.