Valentine's Day? Nahh....

Wazza blogieeee! How's everyone doing? I hope you all have a great day! 
I've been so freaking busy with school stuffs, exams, assignment atau yang gue sebut itu semua dengan 'shit' karena setiap tugas atau ulangan waktunya bersamaan, repeat BERSAMAAN!
But i found (stole) time to post something here, hmm..

So, what date is today, huh? February 14th? Yang mereka bilang adalah hari valentine, hari cinta, hari kasih sayang, hari saling kasih cokelat, bunga, kartu ucapan cinta dan blablabla.. whatever it is
Well sorry, but i don't celebrate Valentine's Day.
Why?

Ya, gue tau pikiran pertama yang terlintas di pikiran kalian setelah membaca kalimat diatas pasti "Ah, itu sih karena lo jomblo aje, jadi lo bilang begitu!"
Tenang! I got that a lot, tapi gue ga merasa down atau semacamnya karena..that's me!
Jadi kenapa gue bilang kalo gue ga merayakan hari kasih sayang tersebut?

Not A Love Letter

Dear you, 
We met last year but until now you still don't know my name yet
You recognized my face but you never tried to talk to me
But dear, i see you, every single day.

Dear you,
I wanna know your story
I wanna know your past
I wanna be in your future
I wanna be the first you think of in the morning
I wanna be the last you remember at night
I wanna make you a prince, ONLY if i am your princess
I wanna be with you.

Dear you,
I never ask you to know me
I never ask you to notice me
I enjoy doing this way
I enjoy secretly admiring you, watching you from across where you stand.

Dear you,
This is me praying that someday in years later, God will meet us up
in a place where there's nothing or no one's around trying to hold us back
In a place where we can be just us two
In a place where i can tell you everything i've been feeling for you all this time

Dear you,
I can tell you, this is not a love letter
I don't ask you to accept my love
Even though deep inside my heart, i hope you will do
I hope you do
I am just letting you know that i'm interested in you
That i'm in love with you.

And dear you, 
I'm not hoping you to find this crazy words i made up so fast
I'm not hoping you to read this now
Because i don't know if i'm ready or not hearing your reaction over this
All i'm hoping is you be you and i be me
You act usual everyday and i'm watching you.