Before Going Away To College

Hey everyone! Wazzaaaa!
How are you? 
Remember, i always hope you all are fine.
And so, i'm going to post now!

"If we never flew we would never fall
If the world was ours we would have it all
But the life we live isn't so simplistic
You just don't get what you want" - Halfway There by Big Time Rush

In a few hours i will be leaving this city. I'm going away.
Going away for college.

I know guys, i know.
In my previous post i told you that i would write about my college orientation on this one, but it seems like i just can't help it. I have this urge inside of me to post something on my blog about nothing but my going away.

Rasanya baru kemarin gue memberi tahu kedua orang tua gue, bahwa gue diterima di salah satu universitas swasta bonavit di Indonesia. Universitas Telkom Bandung. Rasanya baru kemarin juga gue membicarakan hal yang menjadi masalah nomor satu buat nyokap gue. Jarak.
Gue bisa merasakan dia keberatan dengan gue yang kuliah terlalu jauh dari rumah.

Ya, menurut dia Tangerang - Bandung itu jauh. Walaupun kita sama sama tau bahwa jarak ini bisa ditempuh melalui perjalanan darat yang hanya memerlukan waktu kurang lebih 3 jam.
She did mind about my leaving, but in the end she let me.

You see, i am the only daughter in my family. And my mom and i are always together everyday. I help her with housewife works and the most important thing is i always go shopping with her.
Jadi wajar bukan kalo dia merasa sangat kehilangan gue?

And yes, she tells me that all the time.
"Mama yang paling ngerasa kehilangan kalo kamu kuliah nanti." OH GOD!!

I wish she didn't have to tell me that so i wouldn't have felt this way.

Sigh.
I need to keep telling myself that i'm ready. I'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready!
Gue siap untuk hidup mandiri dan jauh dari rumah, gue siap mengejar segala mimpi dan cita-sita gue yang sejak dulu gue elu-elukan. Gue siap untuk membahagiakan mereka.
It's a cruel world out there and i'm standing alone. I will survive.

I'm leaving and i'll miss everything.
Everyone, my parents, my brother, my big family, my bestfriends, my classmates.... everyone.
Dan bahkan gue sudah kangen mereka sekarang.

We'll meet again soon my friends, i promise.

Kita akan bertemu saat reunian nanti dan akan saling bersenda gurau mengenai kehidupan kita yang baru.
Dan kita juga kelak akan bertemu lagi di enam atau tujuh tahun mendatang dengan mimpi yang telah kita raih dan genggam di kedua tangan kita.
We will guys, i'm sure we will.

Okaaay, what time is it?
Oh, looks like i have to check all of the stuffs that i'll bring to college for... idk the tenth times maybe. And it means i gotta end this post right here and right now.
I'm just saying, maybe next post i will write it in my dormitory room, in the middle of the night.

Thank you so much for reading, people!

Much love,
R. A