Something Deep I Want to Share... But I Can't

WAZZA PEOPLEEEEE!!! How are you guys? I hope you all doing great!

Wow, lama tidak berjumpa dan lama saya tidak menulis di blog ini. Ha-ha.
So the reason why i didn't write much was that stupid drama project in my school. Gila! Itu bener-bener bikin gue tepar, bahkan hampir bikin semua murid di sekolah gue tepar. Bayangin aja, untuk menyiapkan pentas drama berdurasi kurang lebih 1 jam, itu butuh berangkat pagi pulang malem dari sekolah selama hampir 2 minggu!
And sadly.. and always, i was the one who stress much, who most tired mentally. Yah, tapi hal itu terbayar saat selesai pementasan bisa dibilang hati gue sujud syukur(fiuh, random) dan cerita drama kelas gue, yang notabene kelas ter-absurd satu sekolah dicap menarik dan kreatif ketimbang yang lainnya. Yay!

Enough with the shit of drama project. Now i got something to share to you...
Sebenernya gue pengen bangeeeeeeeettt nulis blak-blakan disini, tapi ya semua itu tidak semudah mengedipkan mata. Semua itu mengandung resiko malu dan bully-an yang akan gue terima jika gue blak-blakan.

TAPI...

karena saking gatelnya tangan mau nulis di blog ini, akhirnya ya i made up this...stupid and unimportant post. Gila bos, kangen banget sama blog ini :')
Jadi apa sih "something deep" itu?
About love? Sudah pasti ya.

Yes, Love.

So now what? Disini gue mulai berpikir untuk meng-cancel post-an ini dan menggantinya dengan post-an nanti yang sudah berisi "something deep" yang gue maksud itu.
Saran temen gue, yang udah gue ceritain "something deep" sih kaya gini, "Ya lo bikin aja puisi atau cerpen tentang itu, biar gak mencolok banget. Kan bisa lo ubah sedikit tapi maknanya sama."

EASY FOR YOU TO SAY!

Berhari-hari gue mencari alur cerita yang sesuai dengan "something deep" ini, tapi blank. Dan kerap kali gue mencari kata-kata untuk dijadikan puisi based on this, puisinya akan mudah ditebak sekali. Then what do i do?

Blank. Blank. Blank.
Everything doesn't come to my mind because i'm so busy thinking about it. I'm so busy rewind those wonderful 10 seconds with him.

Di post-an selanjutnya, maybe i will come up with short story or poem with title "Enchanting Moment" or "When our eyes met" or "Blue" or anything i hope i'd find immediately. Ya, secepatnya gue harap.

"Why does it feel so good but hurt so bad
Oh oh oh...
My mind keeps saying
Run as fast as you can
I say I'm done but then you pull me back
Oh oh oh...
I swear you're giving me a heart attack
Troublemaker!"

"Why do i keep running from the truth? All i ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And i've just got to know"

"Perfect" 
If you know what i mean.