Confuse of what to be

 Hey all! It's been forever i haven't posted anything here. Well, you know why? I'm so busy with school, homework and stuffs and of course i had nothing to post. But now i already got one. 
So here is my story and hope will inspire you :)

Most of people tell that they're under pressure because of love, heartbreak and things like that. I used to felt that but now i'm not. I'm under pressure because of stabbed me from my back and stole my idea. And it's not just that, there's more than it. I feel i'm under pressure when i can't decide what i would be in the future.
Let's start this story, when i was in middle school i was obsessed to be announcer or broadcaster. Then i was still in middle school i wanted to be a model. Not a real model, i just admire amazing photos then i thought i want to be on it. Now, i'm in high school i start to love writing fiction stories because, i loved reading them first. I don't care if for you who reads this thinks stupid but it's hard for me to choose. Because why? You know, i'm not good enough to be one of those or all of those dreams. I'm amateur and i can do it just because i like it.
I really confuse what 's better i pick and of course it'll make me success. I need a light to figure this out, i love being all of those but i don't think i can since you know, i'm amateur.
I still can't find the right answer for this, i'm hoping i get it soon. So i won't be in this situation anymore. I won't be under pressure.

I get you guys a picture! It describes how do i look when i'm under pressure.