Before Going Away To College

Hey everyone! Wazzaaaa!
How are you? 
Remember, i always hope you all are fine.
And so, i'm going to post now!

"If we never flew we would never fall
If the world was ours we would have it all
But the life we live isn't so simplistic
You just don't get what you want" - Halfway There by Big Time Rush

In a few hours i will be leaving this city. I'm going away.
Going away for college.

I know guys, i know.
In my previous post i told you that i would write about my college orientation on this one, but it seems like i just can't help it. I have this urge inside of me to post something on my blog about nothing but my going away.

Eid Mubarak Post

Assalamualaikum my beautiful readers! Wazzaaaa!
How are you?
Liat, dari greeting nya aja berubah drastis gitu ya, haha. Well, bulan ini adalah bulan baik. Ada baiknya kita melakukan perubahan, bukan? 

Anyway, it's nearly the end of ramadhan isn't it? Sadly it is and we have to say goodbye to this precious month of the year. Besok gak kerasa udah puasa terakhir aja dan malamnya adalah malam takbiran. Well, kalo gak ada perubahan dari para pemuka agama Indonesia sih lebaran jatuh pada hari Senin 28 Juli 2014 atau 1 Syawal 1435 H.
Apa aja perubahan yang udah kalian lakukan pada diri kalian atau lingkungan atau orang lain?
Ah, i hope to hear all of you did many, many good things this month.

Okay, gue mau bercerita sedikit kali ya... i did a change for one of my goodfriend. I helped him pass the test to apply university-same one as mine, and he made it. I mean, we made it.
Well, it's long gone though. Almost a month ago, it was the first day of fasting when i helped him.
You know what?

It's Amazing...

*New Message Arrive*

It's amazing
How quick i immediately check my phone everytime it beeps
Since the day we text non stop
Since the day i hoped it was from you
Turns out it's not from you
Not anymore

It's amazing
How the time went so fast
Yesterday i was just a name you know
Today we seem inseparable
Can you tell me what would we be tomorrow?

It's amazing
That i can't find a great reason to not think about you
Your name is always there
In my head
Your memory is always there
On my mind
I remember it all
I can't seem to get away from it

"Maybe we got lost in translation
Maybe i asked for too much
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece
Till you tore it all up
Running scared, i was there, i remember it all too well"

It's amazing
How a song is the only one that understand me
Is the only one that speak the words i can't tell
Is the only one that stay late at night with me
When i play our memories with closed eyes

It's amazing
How you flew me to the moon
And now you left me hanging here
Stranded in a rare island of love
Which i called heartbreak

It's amazing
Don't you think?
You break my heart like a glass
Leave it shattered on the floor
Like everything we had was nothing
Was i nothing to you?

It's amazing
How i can't get mad at you
Even after what you did to me
Maybe i just sink too deep in those bittersweet memories
With you

It's amazing
How dumb i am to still believe in happy ending
To believe in the end we might end up together
Which is very rare


Much love,
R.A

P.S: the lyrics were from "All Too Well" by Taylor Swift. I've been listening to that wonderful song 24/7.

My Trip With My Loved Ones

Hey my beautiful readers! 
How are you guys? I hope you're all in good shape. 
Oh, and i'm fine too. 
So it's saturday night tonight, and what are you guys doing? 
Don't you all have tons of plan, like going out tonight?

Me? 
Well i have. Actually i went out for a while a couple hours ago but now i'm here.
With the only loyal friends i could find at home, internet connection, laptop, good songs on repeat and of course this blog.
I wanna post one of the happiest moment in my life this time, and that includes some people. 
These people are like my second family now, they are the ones that fill my days.
Yap, the one and only, my classmates.

So guys, here we go!

Hari Kamis kemarin yaitu tanggal 1 Mei 2014 yang bertepatan dengan World Labor Day, gue dan anak-anak sekelas ngadain acara jalan jalan ke Bandung. Sebenernya jumlah siswa kelas gue ada 31 orang, tapi kemarin yang bisa ikut hanya 21 orang (including myself). Kita mengunjungi dua tempat wisata yaitu, Tangkuban Perahu dan Pemandian Air Panas Ciater.
Ya, memang gak banyak yang kita kunjungi but you can't blame us.
Dengan budget terbatas dan waktu yang cuma sehari, rencana ini udah memakan waktu... idk maybe a month until we finally made it.

The truth is, it doesn't matter how many places we visited or how much money we had, as long as we could be together then everything would be perfect.

Kita berangkat menuju destinasi pertama yaitu Tangkuban Perahu jam 02.30 pagi. Yes, two-thirty in the morning we headed off to Bandung! Semua orang dikumpulin di sekolah dulu, karena memang bis yang kita sewa ngejemput kita disana.
And from there, our trip began.

A Letter to My Heart

Dearest heart,
How are you?
I hope you're not hurting again this time, okay?

Oh, excuse me?
Now you're confused
What happen to you, heart?
Will you tell me?

You're saying you can't figure out what you're feeling
Well, so am i
In fact, you make me feel, what you are feeling
And it's hell

I guess it all started since yesterday
Since the day he made me fly away
Since the day he made me smile again 
Am i right?
Of course i am

Do you like him, heart?
Don't you dare asking me back the same question
Because if i say no
You must be saying yes
And i will be ending up go with you

Is this even right?
He is nothing you've ever dreamt he would be
He is nothing you've ever thought he would be
He is nothing you've ever seen he would be

Answer me heart, please
But of course you can't
No matter how loud i scream your name
You are still confused after all

But heart,
Help me out, okay?
You can't stay confused forever
And living me wondering in sorrow
You're the only one i can trust
One and only

Hey, heart
One more request
Just be careful when you feel like fall in love


Much love,
R. A